Friday, July 11, 2014

TRIGGERS!!

(For those who do not know what Triggers means, don't worry about it. It is a way for grieving mothers to warn others of content before they read it.)

Sorry it has been so quiet lately. We have been a little on the busy side. We moved into our new home and have been getting things settled and unpacked. Jacob's twin sister Juliet has been getting some evaluations and she is officially done with Physical Therapy. We are so blessed that she is doing well and I know her brother is keeping her safe.

We also have some exciting news to share. God has blessed us once again with another life to add to our family. Jacob will be a big brother in August 2014. (Yes just a month away) We have been very careful and cautious this pregnancy. We feel extremely blessed and I know Jacob played a part in this child's life. If God had allowed us to keep Jacob, I know this baby would never exist. No, it does not make it "worth it", or "easy" or any of those things, but I can see God's plans being played out in a way that I could not see 2 years ago. We are coming up on the anniversary of my water breaking with Jacob. So many emotions, both exciting and heartbreaking. I look forward to sharing Jacob's little sibling with you, while learning to navigate this new road of raising my Rainbow, and keeping Jacob very much alive in our family. We are ready. We are beyond scared and honestly, I dont know what I will do when this baby gets here, but I know God would not give me a child if it was not part of His plans. So, we will gladly accept this baby into our family and we look forward to sharing their life as well.

Thank you all for the continued support and prayers!

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